syarel

Hello it's been three years since I logged in. Kidding, I did logged in a few times these few weeks because, well, I feel like reminiscing the youth. Now I'm thirty, employed with a steady job but still single. Oh well. To be honest, at this point I feel like a lot of my perceptions have been shattered. Over the years, I feel like I should shape up to be a proper adult, but to my disappointment, being an adult is just being a big kid with no supervision of the older people. Lately I've been thinking what entertainment is. Being older brings about enlightenment but unfortunately it also makes things dull. Kingdom Hearts 3 came recently and I

Whoaaa 9 years on DA. To be honest, lately my life is too swamped with work. I dont have any motivation on anything. If I do have free time, I'd spend it on sleeping. Even playing games felt like a chore. But first thing first, I think I should let go of DA. It loads way too slow, I have nothing to show of and my art skill/motivation deteriorates as time passes by. I would still draw occasionally, but mostly on whim and not proper full drawing anymore. So yeah, goodbye DA. I won't delete the account as it is proof of my youth. I might look it up sometimes for chuckles. My life priority now is to pay bills, buy anime goods and save up mone

Hello, we meet again. Firstly I want to recap what happened these last few months. Last year (Dec) I went to Japan and had a blast. I went to C89, Hakone (where Eva is) and Akiba. I felt like I was alive again for the first time. Like I've been living my life passing the days, fulfilling my responsibilities, rotting. I feel like I want to dedicate my life saving money and go there again, but now it's March, circumstances doesn't look too good. Why is that? Because last month I finally got a car, ...and a loan that lasts for 84 months (7 years). I thought I can live with that, but with my salary still hasn't raised, living cost raising up, c